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Hana squeezed his fingers. “Kaito, I’m pregnant.”

Later, walking Hana to the station, they passed a shrine. Lanterns flickered, casting long shadows. A couple of teenage boys stood near the torii gate, one adjusting the other’s collar—a gesture so tender, so unconscious, that Kaito had to look away. The boys noticed him, froze, then relaxed. One of them smiled. A small nod passed between them: We see you. You exist. gay japanese culture

He told her about the afternoon’s humiliation. His section chief, Tanaka, had pulled him aside after a meeting. “There’s a hostess club client dinner next week,” Tanaka had said, clapping his shoulder. “I’ll introduce you to some lovely women. It’s time you settled down. My wife’s niece is single, very traditional.” Kaito had smiled, bowed, said, “Thank you for your kindness,” and felt his soul curdle. Hana squeezed his fingers

The bar was filling up. Two young men in matching leather jackets entered, hand in hand—briefly, then apart. An older couple sat in the corner, the silver-haired man resting his head on his partner’s shoulder. In Ni-chōme, these small rebellions were allowed. They were scripted, contained, like kabuki. Outside, the real world waited with its forms and its family registries and its quiet, crushing expectations. A couple of teenage boys stood near the

When he got to his apartment, he didn’t pour another drink. He opened the drawer under his socks. Kenji’s photo was still there, faded at the edges. Kaito looked at it for a long time. Then he set it on the kitchen table, face up, and went to sleep.